day 13: sometimes i think it would be better

sometimes i think it would be better when someone dies, especially if they die all of a sudden, to pretend they are still around. like if someone you and all your friends know dies, you could all just talk to them and joke around as if they were still there and could hear you but couldn't respond. it'd probably be really funny and then you wouldn't forget about them so quickly. it might be better that way.